Ube Again!?!?!?!

Naalala ko lang. Alam nyo ba nagka negosyo na ako.hehehe.. But i didn't pursue it. I think that business is not for me. Biruin mo ba naman ang dami kong orders ng special ube nung bago mag Christmas.. Sa sobrang dami di ko na na accomodate lahat.. Kaya karamihan nagtampo lang sa akin. Bukod pa dun nangitim ang kamay ko kakahalo... Ang lupit pala pag kaw pati ang Labor kahit pa na may partner ka sa business na yun. Di na kaya ng powers ko. Sabi ko pa naman mukang okay yun kasi nga ang sarap talaga ng ube, dba? After that naintindihan ko na kung bakit sya expensive. hehehe.. Pero sa mga masisipag talaga pede nyo sya i-business.

Masipag naman ako di ko lang talaga linya ang mag luto. Nainit ulo ko eh.. hehehe..Ngayon nagiisip ako ulit ng bago. Ano kaya? Mahirap naman kasi umasa habang buhay na empleyado ka o model na lang.. Nyahaha... Di ka talaga yayaman ng wala kang business unless siguro kung manalo ka sa lotto ng P250M...Tama ba?

But then all this time, i had this on my mind to go abroad. I don't know, maybe im just being articulate on things like business. Ewan ko ba... But i assure to all of you na someday i will have my own business. Wala pa lang ngayon..I don't want to promise that but i'll do my best. Kaya abangan nyo ang updates ko pa...

Di Na Mababawi by Spongecola

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvK2Sz5_47s


Ngayo'y aking inuunawang pilit
Mga pagkukulang kong iyong ginigiit
Sana'y malaman mo na tanging ikaw lamang
Ang aking iniintindi

Nakatanim pa sa'king ala-ala
Pangako mong mananatili ka
Kaya't paglisan mo'y naiwan ang pusong ito
Na ngayo'y bitin na bitin

Chorus:
'Di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit
Sa mga salitang binitiwan mo
Hindi ba't ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda
At siyang unang umiwas
Bakit nga ba ako 'yong pinaasa?

Nasa aking guniguni malamig mong tinig
Kasabay ng hanging na dumarampi
Na para bang ika'y nariyan sa aking paligid
Tahimik na nagmamasid

Chorus:
'Di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit
Sa mga salitang binitiwan mo
Hindi ba't ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda
At siyang unang umiwas
Bakit nga ba ako 'yong pinaasa?

Nahulog na'ng mga ulap, buwan at araw, mga bituwin
Ang ginugol na panaho'y na saan? (panaho'y na saan)
'Di ba't sayang naman? (Di ba't sayang naman)
Giliw yeah yeah yeah yeah

Ngunit di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit
Sa mga salitang binitiwan mo
Hindi ba't ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda
At siyang unang umiwas
Bakit nga ba ako 'yong pinaasa?
Bakit nga ba ako 'yong pinaasa?

Can You Imagine This?

Can you imagine a child thinking of a problem like us... A grown up person who has responsibilities in all his actions... Quite dissapointing seeing that. Right? Pero bakit kaya ganun? Minsan di mo rin makuha na may mga bagay talaga sa mundo na di mo kaya. Yung alam mo na may masamang epekto sayo pero andyan pa din ginagawa mo. Alam mo na kung bakit ganun, lumulutang at nasasayang kaso ang dali mo namang sumuko. Di kaya that was really the meaning of existence.

Existence? Ikaw ba alam mo ba kung bakit ka anjan? O kung bakit ka nabubuhay? Sa palagay ko we are here to love and to be loved. Pero ang existence iba-iba ang meaning nyan eh. Kasi di naman tayo parepareho ng pananaw sa buhay although we created by God with the same structure , minsan nga di pa rin diba?

C Ading, 3 years old, pamangkin ko. Di sya maulungkot sa picture is just that mas type nya nung time na mag tampisaw lang.Hehehe... Ako si tito trip mag picture picture. Kaya yan... hehehe.. cool...

Pero madami talaga sa atin na malalaki ang problema. Di mawawala yun. Kasama na sa buhay natin yan.. Thats life sabi nga ng iba. But for sure in time there woud have time for you naman to be Happy without any problems...

Jesus Christ and St. Nicodemus

The Sanhedrin, the supreme council and highest court of justice of the Jews in Jerusalem, had wanted to condemn Jesus. Any member of the Sanhedrin who showed sympathy towards Jesus would have been considered by his colleagues as a traitor and an outcast. Yet we know that at least one member, Nicodemus, did.

Even before Jesus was tried, Saint John tells us that Nicodemus came to see Jesus, secretly and at night, to talk to him about what it means to see the kingdom of God (John 3). On this occasion Nicodemus partly confessed his belief in Jesus, saying: "We know that you are a teacher come from God, for no one can do these signs that you do unless God is with him." Jesus tried to teach him about being born again by the Holy Spirit and by baptism. Saint John even says that it was to Nicodemus that our Lord said, "God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life."

Nicodemus spoke out on Jesus' behalf before the chief priests and the Pharisees, pointing out to them that the Law demanded the accused be given a hearing before judgment was passed (John 7:50- 52).

Together with Saint Joseph of Arimathea, he had the privilege of laying Jesus' body in the tomb on Good Friday. He brought with him large quantities of costly myrrh and aloes to the tomb and with Joseph wrapped Jesus' body "with spices in linen cloth" (John 1939-42).

One of the apocryphal gospels was circulated under his name in the early centuries of the Church. Saint Nicodemus has always been venerated as a martyr, although nothing is mentioned about his conversion or martyrdom in the New Testament (Benedictines, Bentley, Delaney).

L from "Death Note"

I never regret seeing this movie it appreciate me the differences of others life. L is one great hero to remember. I was supressed by his ability to think fast and making others life inevitable to others. His existence lives well through those people who seeks an opportunity to be more visible to God.

START FROM SCRATCH

A friend of mine Ellen and Tosh got this idea. To have a saint to be parade on Holy Week which we called it "PRUSISYON". After stuggles and hardness of creating this saint Saint Joseph of Arimathea has been the ring that binds them to be more closer to God. I've cherished those times i was with the "PRUSISYON". I was amaze through their faith they've given to this occassion. At that time, I had this on my mind and promise to my self that someday I will have my own saint to parade.

Last night, Tosh my closest friend i have, bang me with his news that he got the saint i have in my mind. St. Nicodemus head. "Wow"" Really!!!" "How?" I couldn't believe it. After being stressed with the contest i've joined in last two weeks, here it is, a good news. Seing the head is really a touching moment.

Aside for having Him I also have my strength I always want to have.

I don't want to over react on things. I just really want to express the feelings i have. Reaching a goal has never been easy. To have that you must have faith on your goal. I know I still have lot of things to do to finish this project of mine and i need faith.